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Rough Diamond

by Wildcat Hawkins

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    My debut album includes a lyric sheet with a letter to the fans. You also get 15 images of my digital art. A painting from an early COVID 19 livestream poster, and a collage collaboration, are both by artist Steve Bateman. Official studio photos of me are by Alak Phillips.
    Thank you for the support!
    -Wildcat
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1.
The street there by the park downtown For all I care this could be the last round You were there from a ways out of bounds In case you cared you were the best I've ever found
2.
Pacing around the room What else could I do? Playing around with you Acting the damn fool When you looked in my eyes You opened up a vein I bled all over the page To sound a cool refrain I bled all over the page To play the tune again Wandering through the woods Me and my brother, too We heard the timberwolves Making a fresh kill When you looked in my eyes You opened up a vein I bled all over the page To sound a fool's refrain I bled all over the page To play the tune again
3.
When I saw you it wasn't real In a movie or something You looked like Batman Real thrill seeker Hanging on the edge If an eight story parking ramp You're drinking again Burned out star Least I'll come Burned out star Least I'll come When I saw you it wasn't real In a movie or something Hanging on the edge Burned out star Here I come
4.
One more time, Oh Oh Baby, if you could read my mind, You'd be one step ahead of me !!!
5.
Street sweeper on a Wednesday morning I can take you a long way home It's just a violent fantasy I can take you a long way home Sweeping on a Wednesday morning I can take you a long way home It's just a holy hand grenade I can take you a long way home Street sweeper on a Wednesday morning I can take you a long way home From all you accolades I can take you a long way home It's just a violent fantasy
6.
Crimes 04:15
You buried the past After you dumped the body You thought that life could last After your love was gone All of your crime forgiven you All of your sins gone, gone All of your doubt forgotten All of your pain removed
7.
Pigeon Park 02:26
I wish you'd take hope Me and fifteen hundred songs that sound the same Just like this one, again Wish you'd take hope Me and fifteen hundred songs that sound the same On a rooftop in the rain Watch the pigeons fly from pigeon park Where everybody lies after dark I need a savior to wash away my pain I need a favor, again I wish you'd take hope Me and fifteen hundred songs that sound the same Just like this one
8.
Daylights 03:42
When you come home I'm not sure where I'll go You put me on my back You kiss the living daylights out of me
9.
Don't stop now Keep on thrashing in the middle of the crowd All I do is spit it until they can figure out All she did was witness in the middle of a drought Questioning my fitness When you drive it underground All you've done is hide it in the middle of the town I know that you're strident but I cannot make a sound Until I'm a giant If you think that I'm a clown I think you're compliant If you're trying to be a star You're never gonna get that far If you won't stop trying to pretend You're never gonna reach the end Don't quit now Keep on, keep on Middle of the drought All they do is spin it and I cannot figure out Why I'm so conflicted If you think that I'm a scout Sorry I'm addicted When there's no cocaine, and no Jesus How you gonna stay at the Four Seasons Without any pain? What are your reasons? How you gonna play? Break into pieces Trying to be a star You're never gonna get that far Nothing but blue skies Nothing but blue Trying to be a star You're never gonna get that far Trying for blue skies Trying for blue
10.
Teenagers 05:09
I know ur young But it's a one-way ticket away, yeah For what you've done It's a one-way ticket away! I know ur young
11.
Hometown 05:54
It's the same familiar face Vague as it may be, the same In the same recurring dream I'm high again, there's no way to flee the scene I'm hiding Behind a bottle of booze And all the people I use Then wake up from the dream It's haunting but I'm used to it And no one's jumping ship We wake up happy Hometown But everybody changed Still here Just wandering the trails Old souls You're already washed-up At thirty-three You're already washed-up La la la La la la I'm on my way I'm on my way It's the same familiar scene Vague as it may be A dream With the same forgiving face You left your prints at the scene then slipped away You're hiding And it's almost Halloween Quit saying all the right things And go home early Its okay cause you're used to it And no one's ever bit Hometown Where everybody changed Still here Just wandering the trails Old souls You're already washed-up At thirty-three You're already washed-up Hometown Hometown Hometown Where everybody changed
12.
Cascade 02:24
Homegrown cigarette ashtray in the sky (you can find a) Homegrown cigarette ashtray in the sky (Til you find a) Homegrown cigarette ashtray in the sky

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My debut album. Ten years in the making. This is my heart.

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released May 29, 2020

Music and words by Wildcat Hawkins
All tracks were mastered by Sprinter Studios (Eau Claire, Wisconsin) with the exceptions of Street Sweeper and Crimes, which were mastered at Humans Win! studio in Northeast Minneapolis.

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Wildcat Hawkins Eau Claire, Wisconsin

Music is spiritual to me.
I write a lot of sad songs, but I hope they help listeners to process their own suffering through an artistic experience. I don't believe that escape is desirable or possible. Coping with challenges and accepting reality while pursuing self care and loving others leads to happiness.
These albums offer very different yet complementary experiences. I hope you enjoy them.
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